Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without The 'E'

Its about time that I actually blogged because I wanted to. Not because I was pissed, or wanted to get things off my chest. I just wanted to because.

Its been a while since I've perhaps had a moment of clarity like this very moment which induces a minor hunger to blog. BLOG OR DIE KAI KAI

After a really long while, my social life basically took off. I've got new awesome friends, and an equally, if not more awesome girlfriend out of it. Goodbye to the summers of either being abroad somewhere with much more awesome weather or just staying inside playing pointless online games with fellow nerds and nerdettes from all over the world.
I'm currently on a hiatus from being outgoing and just being Danny in general which I chose to spend by wasting countless hours online talking to other people from Singapore and my peeps here in Ireland. Either ways, I'm still talking verbally, and I want a lil' 'me' time since I've just been way frustrated with myself lately.
To be honest, I just blame the lack of music that gets pumped through my head these past few weeks. Being a self-confessed music junkie, I practically live off it. Its the music (or lack there-of) that's my inspiration for everything I do or say and why I do or say it. And when I lack it, I tend to overthink - - a lot.
In a sense, me overthinking, its a curse, but can also be viewed as a blessing since overthinking stuff makes you notice shit that people with a somewhat 'normal' train of thought can't. Its kinda like putting 2 and 2 together but at a much bigger scale.

I just wanna apologize to anyone that found me much of a snooze-fest conversation-wise seeing as I'm just not too well right now.
Why? Well, on the very day I started going out with Lucy, Big Kahuna decided to pull a fast one on me yet again by deciding that I'm going back to Singapore within a few weeks. At that very moment, I just felt like a total dickwad towards Lucy, and a tinge of regret with the words 'Be careful what you wish for' etched at the back of my head.
Sure, perhaps a month or two ago, when I didn't have that many awesome friends, nor have I found a girl that would show a slight interest in me, I would've went "Sure why not?! Let's get packing!". I guess things change...
I was pretty moody the next few weeks, and I didn't feel like telling anyone about it since I don't wanna make the day feel like a bummer for anyone else, so I just gave the old 'smile 'n' chuckle' followed by a "Nahh, I'm fine =D". I'm sorry to have kept this from some of you guys when you asked, but I do hope you understand.
After constant debate with the parentals, I've managed to convince them to let me stay. It comes at a price of minor struggle and hard work. WORTH IT.

To be honest, I just wanna thank the people that kept me sane during the whole shiz and just being there for me. Either ways, Sweet Child of Mine playing. Gonna wrap this up due to my lost of interest in the blog post now.
Mentions in another some time soon!


They're screaming all around the world
That the Geek's got the girl...
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Bowling For Soup