Summer's here! School's out!
Well, technically.
Nevertheless! Then again I have my Junior Cert to look forward to... I can't wait to fail! I really can't! No seriously, its killing me.

Out of the things I listen to on a daily basis, Jason Mraz wouldn't really fit in all snuggly with the rest of my music collection. Its that oddity that everyone has as a human being. Normal's overrated! As much of a nerd as I am, and my knowledge of how anything remotely technological works, I still prefer to think there are little live versions of the artists in my playlist chillin out in some odd place inside my iPod. It's like, Papa Roach + Rise Against + Jason Mraz + Semi-hardcore rockers is not a very wise combination. Giving ol' Jason weird looks and starting fights and stuff(*shrug*).

When it comes to social lives, there is always drama in good doses, but it just irritates me when drama goes out of hand just because some prick wants to make their lives interesting at the cost of others because their life is so mundane that he/she has to do that.

When it comes to life, I think everyone should go through the following
-First date
-The desire to run away with someone you 'love'
-First kiss
-A first motorized transportation, a bike(motorbike) or a car
-First Job
-First deep moment
-Firsts in general and all the cliches that come with life.
-First time getting your heart broken
-First time getting drunk
-First time getting high
All these shapes you as a person throughout life depending on your reaction towards that moment.

You know, at some point, there is such thing as having "too much" friends. I'm at the point where I have to start taking shit in life much more seriously, and organizing every bit of my life so that I'm "fair" to my friends by hanging out with them equally so that one doesn't get too pissy whenever I'm busy and they go "Yeah but you hang out with him/her more than you do with me..." and you know you didn't mean to and end up feeling like a total dick throughout the day. I should narrow the amount of friends I have. Tbh I think it'd be better having that small group of friends you can really trust instead of a much larger group which you can't really trust THAT much.

So, summer's here, and I've been getting spammed to get my ass back to Singapore, but here's the bad news; I doubt its happening. Its either I'm going to Italy or France for the summer, and to be honest, I don't really mind all too much. More of Europe seems pretty fine to me. Cute girls there too, do the math. Its summer, in one of the most romantic places to be, a cute Italian/French girl, and I'm within the vicinity...

Guess what?! I gave up fags for like, EVER(I hope)! During those midnight walks I take to clear my head and try to sort my issues out, I saw this dude at around 1+am. Homeless obviously, but still awake looking pretty troubles. I always carry a pack of cigs with me. Its that "if the world's gonna end" mentality, I wanna have that last drag before whatever it is gets me. But getting back on topic, he looked troubled, had obvious signs of a smoker. What did I do? I gave him an entire unopened pack and walked away with him screaming "CHEERS MATE! I FOOKIN LOVE YE!". He needed it more than me, so meh. The significance is that, I walked away feeling pretty indifferent to the situation, meaning I don't care, thus I concluded I'm off it for ever. Or at least till something fucked up happens in my life that will drive me to go to that for minor comfort, which seems pretty soon...

Hmm, re-reading this, I don't think its viable to have Jason Mraz as my blogging music since its just way peppy! Blogging is my outlet for my slightly deeper or even troubling issues but its hard to think about them with these lyrics playing through my head =) Looks like I found my new drug, at 4.30am.

In a few hours I'm gonna have to head in to school even though its only open because summer exams are going on to hand in my project brief for my technology practical. A minor percentage given before I even sit the exam is so worth it, so might as well.
Anywho, peace ho's!