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START -->Dan Jabbar's Profile  Create Your Badge Well I know what I've been told U gotta know just when to fold, But I can’t do this all on my own No I know, I’m no superman I’m no superman PROFILE Not simple but neither am I the wiser. I'm a hugger, everyone knows I am. Just 'that other foreigner' in Europe trying to find his way somehow, picking up a few things along the way. I love my peeps, I really do, I've been there for them, they've been there for me. I live by simple 'Eye for an Eye' rules. I'll do unto thou what thouest doeth unto me. A futile attempt at Shakespeare but worth a try. Blogging is a past time like any other, I'm an avid gamer but I try to balance it out with a fairly active social life. TWITTER Music
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Friday, April 17, 2009
 Oh God no, 3 days, school... But hey, at least I made most of my Easter - I think. Thats a look of how I am if I decide to portray myself as 'shaggy'. No numb-nuts, the noun, not that awesome ass dude from the classic Scooby-Doo. Figured I'd stay away from anything remotely related to computers for a very healthy portion of the day, and went out instead. Yeah, alone, I know (sarcastic sad-face). Its either that, or lie down and over think on every aspect on my current life and what do I do with it, then it gets into deeper depressing stuff, which explains my need for my head to be occupied most of my waking hours. I went for really casual, just a pair of jeans, a shirt, and the coat, nothing much. Things just felt really good, iPod on full blast, just chilling, wandering around town. Its the mere fact that I'm not participating in the ongoing rat race at that very mome which put me at an odd sense of calm and joy combined. I know that look I'm adding sleeping pills and red bull but yeah. I was actually singing in an audible tone in a crowd! To be honest, I didn't give a fuck, I was over the moon. Did the entire routine; Head to HMV, check out whats new in the music scene, then gaming, checked out headphones, bought a new one and picked up a copy of Kerrang! magazine, then to reliable Starbucks. But this time, not the one at O'Connell Street, walked up to Stephen's Green to chill at the tables outside. Grabbed the coffee, and there was this girl... Its not like 'oh that girl', guys would know when they see random attractive girls on the street and give maybe a glance or two, tops. But we seem to have that 6th sense that tells us that a girl is 'some other shit', in a good way of course. Its just everything about her, posture, smile, the drink I believe she was drinking, and that 'aura' she had, just threw me off my game, not that I had any game to begin with. Nevertheless, with normal girls, my confidence falls below average if I'm going to attempt to fish for their number, but these ones just make my confidence drain big time. Maybe its just me, but within a few minutes, I was self-conscious about everything. The way I'm holding the cup, the way I take a sip, the music I'm listening too, hoping she doesn't hear what I'm listening too in fear of her not liking it, and every minute detail hoping its all perfect and not put her off. She caught me looking at her, she smiled, I did almost immediately after. Note, she was with guy friends, so they start teasing her. Oh great, a pre-school flashback... I was already shy enough when it comes to those girls so I got up, and stumbled away. Yes people, I frickin stumbled... As I walked away thinking about how I'm gonna abuse myself later, I took a detour, from my usual ongoings just for the lulz. Somewhere I've never gone before because I was too busy on my way to some place that I never noticed it was there; the real Europe. From 3 I walked around till 6-ish, wandering randomly looking at the essence of major world art and current influence, it was just epic win. Gonna add more shit tomorrow, TBC i tried to fly; 4:31 PM |
