No... Just no... I'm getting to the point thinking "fuck yous all". I mean c'mon, its the twenty-first fucking century, communication should be easier right? I guess not, it just got more fucking complicated. Isn't that how mankind progresses? Usually? Moving forward, right?! If you have issues with how I do things or the things I do, you tell it to me, don't get all pissy just because you think its your divine right to be pissed at me. It is? Well FUUUUCCCK YOOOOU! Mmkay?! I figured you're smart enough to know that, I thought those mind games were a thing of the past? I figured wrong. Maybe you're not who I thought you are... This side of you is just... Frustrating, and I don't want to do anything with it, or you, for a good bit of time.

And OtherFeker(I'll call you that unless you want the other guys to find out), OH FUCKING PLEASE! Look, if you don't like reality, its because you're the one that let it shit, time, and time again on your face so you're looking for some other reality, a virtual one. Welcome to the real world! I doubt you will survive 5 seconds in here with that fucked up bullshit you carry around you. Be yourself, not a total dick or a suck up, or someone's lapdog.

You know, it seems all I do everytime I come on, is just to e-rage for a good few minutes and I feel all better already. Things these days aren't how I wanted it to be and it just gets 'ARGH!' you know? Nothing of any meaning, just to e-rage. Perhaps I blame the lack of music due to an unfortunate melting accident. I am now broke, and music-less. I seriously can't think straight! I'm not happy! Nor am I peppy though I try really hard to be for the sake of my other peeps. Ugh... Head is just in a mess, and I don't like where this is going. I have a tenner now. What I'm contemplating: 'Should I head into that corner shop, buy a pack of fags, and ration them out, or buy a pair of crappy headphones and knock back a can or two just to see if that extra buzz might make the sound quality better. It works for girls, who knows it might work with music too, right?!'.

Even thoughts like 'I need new fucking friends' entered my mind. I'm the guy you lest expect to throw away a friendship without working on it first before saying 'Know what? This isn't working out is it...'. But now, I TRULY MEAN IT. Maybe it is better to have a much smaller group of friends. You don't have to worry whether you're leaving one of them out by accident and them bitching at you for doing so no matter how good your intentions are. Hey dickwad! I'm only human! Suck it! Alright?!

Hey, my birthday is coming up, and I'm 16. Hooray(?). The older you get, the wiser. Perhaps? Yeah... These past few years I've learned more shit than I ever have in my entire life. The Big Man Upstairs works in mysterious ways... He has a good sense of humor too I might add. But I've learned to treat every wrong turn as just a detour from your main path. You pick stuff up along the way to help you in your main journey. For the people that keep asking me what I want, here: I just want to be left alone for the entire day. No, I'm not being emo, I just wanna escape all the crazy-ness and all trials and tribulations of everyday life. Maybe just a few of you guys that I'd rather spend my time with than anyone else in the world. Oh wait! I forgot! Most are more than ten-thousand miles away... Grreeat... Just be glad someone gives a flying fuck once in a while mmkay?