Its days like this where I try to be all cheerful, randomly generate subjects and talk annoyingly fast like good ol' Boxxy down there. Apparently I'm not, things just seem... Not right. Just everything about it. Probably I'm getting even more cynical without knowing it? Nevertheless, I just seem to see the flaws of every single thing, be it animate or inanimate. Think of house-flies being magnified up to say... 100x. Ain't a pretty sight now is it? But its what makes it a fly, pest, w/e.

There seems to be a problemo about people not knowing how to ask, period. So I'm just chilling out on my own on a bench, iPod, semi-lying down, then these bunch of nabs out of nowhere started taking random pictures of me. Then again I let it slide just for the mere fact that she was ultimately cute.

My mock exams are tomorrow, a mock of the real deal, the state exams, big kahuna, godzilla, yada yada yada. That's what mocks mean, duh... But I just feel somewhat indifferent. I couldn't care less, and I want to care, I just don't. It seems I'm just indifferent towards everything thats anything these days. For one, on the way home today, I saw this kid messing around with his friends by the side of the road while waiting for the bus, then I pictured this: He falls over, unable to get up quickly, a bike just runs over and in the proccess, his head came off, and blood splattered everywhere, and in that imagination, some landed on my face - - - I couldn't care less. My heart-rate remained the same, as I stared blankly at him picturing that apparently horrendous thingy. Somethings wrong with me (no shit)... Sure, you know in your head that you're supposed to give a fuck, but your emotions say otherwise. Then again, its kinda downright logic for the fact that you're supposed to go at least "What the fuck?!?!"

Battery on the laptop is about to die, and I've gotta make some french toast before the bread starts to sprout nasty things. Gonna head off, peace.