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START -->Dan Jabbar's Profile  Create Your Badge Well I know what I've been told U gotta know just when to fold, But I can’t do this all on my own No I know, I’m no superman I’m no superman PROFILE Not simple but neither am I the wiser. I'm a hugger, everyone knows I am. Just 'that other foreigner' in Europe trying to find his way somehow, picking up a few things along the way. I love my peeps, I really do, I've been there for them, they've been there for me. I live by simple 'Eye for an Eye' rules. I'll do unto thou what thouest doeth unto me. A futile attempt at Shakespeare but worth a try. Blogging is a past time like any other, I'm an avid gamer but I try to balance it out with a fairly active social life. TWITTER Music
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Saturday, January 31, 2009
Right, I wanna settle something once and for all, some dispute with some guy named Zatoush. No idea why or how, but after disproving his bullshit theory, he took offense to it, started to get all defensive and just downright retarded. Lets take a look shall we? zatoush says: Original post: http://mindofamadmonkey.blogspot.com/2008/12/comment-if-you-understood-what-ever.html Right, as a blogger, I always drop in my opinion, or in Layman's terms, my "2 cents" Plus, if you're that pathetic to come up with such an excuse blaming other people controlling the circumstances of your life. Learn to take some fault, its your life, you make it as it is, victims of circumstances come out fighting and go against all odds if they want it enough. The illumnati? You actually believe that shit? Right, lets get to the roots, Illumnati, roots in latin which basically means illuminate, or to enlighten, control the world in some sort of shadowy throne dabbling in world afairs. Right, break it down, it translates to "the enlightened", and to enlighten, you give knowledge, not conceal the truth, thus my claim on it being self contradictory. You sir are what keeps these conspiracy theories alive and running. What next? Yetti's exist? (No Naddie! Hah! I read your mind. Creepy huh?). Do your homework before you're gonna make such claims, and all this is written on general knowledge which I am firm on the belief that you lack greatly. Second claim, 75% of Irish people are freemasons, and thats a bad thing? Numero uno, what fucking magazine are you reading child? 75% of the population is Christian Catholic, 20% Protestant, the other 5% being other races. I highly doubt that 75% of a population of 4 million would be into freemasonry being there's only more or less 400,000 in England, Scotland and Ireland combined. Learn to take a little criticism you ignorant fuck, or at least a joke. What are you gonna be a little sensitive wuss now? "Ahmagad he sez vulgar word! I call abuse help-line!". Seriously, lighten up, I respond well to criticism if they know what they're talking about, but you flip out when I illuminate your fucked up conspiracy theories. To be honest, as far as reality would go, the most the Illuminati can control is the entire McDonalds chain and maybe a quarter of Burger King's due to the fact that it was made via ignorant red-necks *hands over the banjo*. Now, next issue, a friend is feeling down, I drop in a comment to cheer her up a little, so did he, everyone's entitled to their own opinion right?
The hell's your deal? Oh no! I ate a bag of chips while watching a movie! I'm desperate and growing fat! Grow up kid, that thing up your ass, yeah, I know how you like the feeling of it up there, but take it out and lighten up, because if you're that sad and pathetic to the point where you think chilling at home on a cold night with a bag of chips and a cheesy movie not entertaining, you're fucked up. Know how you whine about propaganda and how its wrong or whatever, you just did it right there. You took stuff out of context and over-emphasised/exaggerated it. Thats a form of propaganda right there. Makes ya feel all warm inside? Quit the pettiness trying to get a cheap shot at me just because I don't agree with your theories, thats just being a whiny little brat. End this already. If I wanted to acknowledge your presence, I would've, but I just chose to ignore you because helping out a friend was more important to me than taking a cheap shot at a guy that disagreed with you. So what if I did? Its your theory, you made it, then you believe in it. Its yours, isn't mine, I merely voiced out my opinion disagreeing with it, not going against it. Anywho, peace people. i tried to fly; 2:01 PM Friday, January 30, 2009
Wall of Text A majority of posts I had seems to be a major wall of text but bear with me, pics will come eventually but this is what I do to dump my thoughts somewhere which in turn avoids me going into a cynical downward spiral which I doubt I will never get out of for the 2nd time. I dunno but right now I just wanna feel a sense of belonging, something I can just go back to which is really home to me. Having watching one too many movies, anything that can be related to life is pretty much considered cliche. You know the ones where main character visits his hometown a couple of years later after leaving, people know you throughout the entire town, perhaps that girl who you used to ad a crush on is still living there, you know the drill. At this moment, I want something like that, a sense of belonging, home. Not sure why, but I just do. I'm pretty slow on the uptake today, just really really tired, so not myself. I even slept through the entire school day with my friends backing me up. Sure I sleep through classes, but only a class or two and I'm good for the day. Things are on my mind that I can't be arsed right now, peace. i tried to fly; 4:32 PM Saturday, January 24, 2009
You know, its kinda funny how we only realize the greatness of what we have at that very moment till you're faced with the fact of it being taken away from you. Now, I'm faced with one of leaving Ireland. Up to one point I couldn't help but constantly bitch and moan about what a shit-hole this place is, lugging my ass up and down the dark apartment with it all to myself, I never really took notice till now. Taken from my apartments balcony. Beautiful aye?  Don't get me wrong, its not that I dread heading back to Singapore, I fucking worship the very idea of it. But there's the very little or major things depending on how you wanna see it. The people there are just really old-school. And when I mean "old-school", I mean: Superstitious, narrow minded pricks for the majority. Or maybe thats just my family? Oh, and chicks, geez... I'm gonna have to go back to frickin mind-games being part of some fucked up "I wanna tap that" ritual. Just get over it, like someone? Come out with it! Then again that goes against the whole fucking "mind-games" protocol and fucks you in the ass >.> There's just one too many things I'm worried about, but there's always the "ah well, worst comes to worst" kinda scenario that plays in my head. For example, its gonna be hard getting to poly or JC there, why? I'm not sure myself, but I gotta do really well, because it means either going back to sec 2, or heading to Poly/JC. Biiig difference there mate(no shit). 2nd, Malay, oh dear god you have no idea how much I suck at it. NO COMPRÉNDÉ CABRÓN/CABRÓNÉSS! The back up? My mindset, which is pretty much I have friends there that mean the world to me. You guys really do, with y'all by my side, I can't really give two fucks. Hell you're all pretty much the reason why I give a shit anymore and also make me convince myself to keep going. You know who y'all are. These good few years in Europe have really been life-changing, eye-opening and mind-expanding. Made me more tolerable of people with difference and accept them as who they are, not judge people at face value and shit like that. Thats what I pretty much live for these days. Paris, London, Dublin, Spain, Italy, big eye-opener to other cultures, you know where they're coming from so you don't mis-judge them. Compare it to Singapore from a whole different perspective, you can see they just spew crap. I've even heard shit like "All white people go to hell" (in malay of course) and I'm like "Mate fuck off (I need new friends...)...". What I'm gonna miss is the openness, the ability to be what you are.  Thats a really old picture on my first trip to Paris. That river, uh, iono, but the Eifell Tower was infront of us. Like 200 yards away. 22/06/05 <333 Good times, PSLE, Primary 6B 2006 was an awesome class, and was the year when I really fit in.I've had people ask me why I'm not really into malay people and I have only a few Malay friends and the rest are chinese/indian. 1.) Most of them are just majorly ignorant, and much more ignorant than your average Joe living in a countryside in the middle of Kansas (Hillbillys, cmon slow-poke get with the program!). Wait, not sure what else, but I know there's more, just haven't really been in contact with one of them for a good while. And they're somewhat anti-social and really racist. Its like "Eh, you know chinese people don't bathe?" >.> FARK YOU <3333 But the chinese people, at most times I'm the only malay guy in the group, yet they welcome me with open arms and treat me equally. And this was since young, and for most parts, it was in mandarin so you pick up a good few things. Now they can talk to me in chinese, I'll just reply in english. I COMPRÉNDÉ SÍ! Just had to let my mind go a bit, <3 you guys. Peace. i tried to fly; 2:07 PM Monday, January 12, 2009
This was written from my phone a few days back, just forgot to post it xD  Its funny how really simple things like a show title can cause a rush of nostalgia... So while merely pressing the "->" button to see whats up in other channels, guess whats on Cartoon Network? CARTOON CARTOONS! I remember when I was a kid, an uncle from New York came to visit KL every summer and invited us to stay with his wife. He's black so I can say I'm part black? Sup mofos! So we go there close to every chance we get. Christmas, summer, you get the deal. Went out to chill at the pool, took road trips to Thailand. The one thing we had in common is our love of cartoons. At the end of the day, we just sit back to chill watching the likes of the good ol, classics. Reminded me of the good times really. Well also the crystal apple he has on the table which symbolized New York being called the Big Apple. I remember making a bet during a road trip to Penang about the length of that bridge. You still owe me 20 bucks and an ice cream! At times when you're feeling really down, people that are willing to listen at that moment and drop they're two cents are pretty much your true friends and I would like to say thanks a whole lot. You know who you are ^^. Yeah, the cigs will never happen again, just really messed up. I just got home, and wow its like 12.40am. I'm off, peace! i tried to fly; 8:11 AM Friday, January 02, 2009
New Year's Sure, its a new year, whoop-tee-doo? No seriously... These past few days of me being absent from blogging, I'm not sure why. Every few hours I will feel a sudden urge to blog, then when I get infront of the laptop (as always), I just go "Fuck it" and head out, play Guitar Hero, dunno, just don't wanna put in the effort. For girl's, ever wondered how guys are from time to time? Or maybe every time? To us, girls are probably one of the most confusing of beings known to us.  It gets really messed up from time to time because of the opposite's perception of one another being total bullshit. They hear it from people who think they've got it all worked out. "Retarded prick", I usually retort. Well, along with a couple of insults which may lead to me shoving my foot up a person's ass. Though I would n't do so if you would actually take pleasure in having something up there, especially if you're a guy. So I'll try to help you clueless chicks from personal experience on how we tick and stuff. Things Girl's Don't Know Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. (trust me on this one) 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. (even the pimps) 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. =] 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. (yeah, and it's usually something stupid ) 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. (oh yes! what guy has not tried this one?) 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. (yeah, so stop calling 300 guys a day) 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. (yeah so stop calling 300 guys a day) 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a *****-- Goodbye. (yeah so stop calling 300 guys a day and work on your personality) 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. ( i can't really add anything to this one) 10. Girls are guys' weaknesses. (i wonder if it's the other way around too?) 11. Guys are very open about themselves (and if their not about something they have a damn good reason) 12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him more than anything else. (Advice is appreciated though =] 13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. (yep, it goes back to that kindergarden kid that was poking the girl he liked with a stick, all the other guy's saw and thought "wow that's a damn good idea!" 14. Guys love you more than you love them. ( yessir) 15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot. ( this is true) 16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key. (nice asses or boobs sure help though, don't get me wrong!) 17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped. (yeah, if your not compassionate, your insensitive, but if your too compassionate your gay....) 18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. (we really do, beleive it or not) 19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. (and what guy hasn't done something stupid?) 20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside. (this is always true ) 21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that. (so we mean it when we say it) 22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." (it's pretty much the only thing we say that means something else, so know it.) 23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. (yeah dude, seriously!) 24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them. (yeah, it's really annoying when you compliment a girl on her looks and then end up arguing with her!) 25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. (unless were just spacing out. so check to see if were blinking) 26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. (so get a telescope) 27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. (oh yes.) 28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. (it's actually true!) 29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. (it's very strange) 30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. (no way! well maybe leftly, but not mr. right!...okay yes mr. right...) 31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it. (yeah, so remember, if we seem overwellmed and we don't ask for help, offer it. we'll accept it) 32. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of them...just most. good guys' are a dieing breed. (i blame the damn hippies) 33. Guy's love it when girls talk about their boobs. (haha oh yes) 34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually (yeah so avoid guys who do that, they almost always turn out to be Assholes) 35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs. (this is actually true! i didn't think i was but i tested it! so we don't admit it or even crack a smile we just grab your arms and pull them away...lol) 36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts. (so true, especially after a rough day..) 37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. ( remember this one ) 38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probaly still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life. (this is very true. takes us guys a long time to get over you girls. can you blame us? your awesome!) I hope this help's both chicas and dudes out there. Fuck its 2:07am. Peace guys. i tried to fly; 5:49 PM |
