You know, all I want to do is flip off the first person that even slightly annoys me today. Sure I haven't been blogging for a good while but well, effort...

With Christmas Exams nearing (tomorrow actually) kinda had to step up, and when I say "step up", I mean cram as much shit into my head the night before. After I abruptly quit the fags, things seemed pretty alright for a few weeks, sure from time to time I would be going "Fuck it" but its all about will power, and I think I'm running out of it. I'm getting easily irritable, cynical and just downright pissy. Its like some chick with that major P.M.S shit.

Lately I've been looking into anything that's just classic-based or some sort. That's where true originality um... originated? Oh you get my drift. Nowadays its just stuff from other different classics mixed up together to form something new, not original, new. Though would it count? Dunno. I'm just taking a break from studying right now.

Ever had those times where you just sit back, sigh and think: " God do I love my peeps..." Thats how I pretty much feel, talking about the randomest shit and having a laugh over it, like seriously, its made of downright crap, but it goes on for ages and at the end of it, my sides will hurt like hell or either my mom would come in thinking what the hell's wrong with me. Geez to my peeps, I love ya guys. And no I'm not drunk! I swear!

I'm thinking of doing something like fine arts or something. Get into the mindset of people, know how they tick, and what better medium than through art right? Something where its hard to place definition being the versatile thing that it is. For example, Mike Ming, check this

Though it cannot be defined, it says something about the person going for that kinda thing. Thats what or how I feel about it. Everything you do, say, the way you say it, defines who you are as a person. Never in words though, never can be defined in words. Just flip anyone off and use that rusty crank and lift that middle finger up.

Throw art into architecture and you're set. I mean, check that shit out

That as some chill out spot outside your house or something would be nice wouldn't it? Dunno, thats whats been going through my mind these days, pure art. Well... Also I've been dreaming of getting my own place. An apartment which is just the first step towards freedom, plus it symbolises like, being single and enjoying life as it is. No other commitment kinda shit, know what I mean?

Girls, ever wondered why guys are such dick's when with other guys? Because we have to, thats like the unspoken rule somehow. Any form of vulnerabilty will mean getting ripped on for a really good while, so thats rarely good. We're only our true selves when were with guys that we can trust and I know maybe 2 or 3, all in Singapore, so that doesn't ring too well for me.

Been listening to DragonForce songs lately. The guitar play is just fricking crazy. Through the Fire and Flames has to be the best really.

Watch at around 3:00+. Just crazy...

Anywho, gonna cruise by some blogs now then head off, peace.