Hai!

Lawl, haven't been on MSN much lately as I've been too busy playing World of Warcraft (No life!) xD

I know I know I was supposed to quit but I got cold turkey so I went back to it ^^

Messed around a bit, did like, the final raid dungeon of Burning Crusade. PvP-ed, earned my Justicar title with my friend so here are some random screenie's


PvP-ing with Nick(right) and some random dude on my priest.


Que-ing up for the PvP event.


Wewt got my Justicar title!


Preparing for Brutallus


Brutallus downed!


Kalecgos, wiped at 11% health.


Kil'Jaeden... Yes, THE Kil'jaeden... Gonna finish next week ^^

So anywho, my weekend was wasted.

While daydreaming and reminiscing as I always do,I found out I had a serious flaw: I can't change for the better. Ever heard the saying "A leopard can't change its spots"? Well I found that rings true. It's this "I don't give a flying fuck" attitude which I can't shake off. Maybe a spur of the moment feeling will make me go 'yeah, I should change' but later it will just go off and I will revert back to my old self again. For example, Paris when I was like 12, nothing too major to me (or at least thats how I felt). I know its frickin Paris! But feelings like that started to seep in just weeks ago. 2 years post the trip! Likewise when I visited my aunt in London. I just didn't seem to care.

Well now I do and looking back, I feel pretty lucky having traveled to more places than your average person.

Then again, we can only feel feelings in extremities. Not too sure if you will get me but its like, you won't feel sadness until you feel true sadness, you won't feel happiness till you feel true happiness kinda philosophical-doo-dad. The grey area is just too easy to shrug off. That being the major flaw in us. This major factor contributes to stuff like taking drugs being that it messes with the head thus simulating what "true happiness" or bliss may be for that person. We ourselves are our greatest enemy.

You're pretty much boned from the day you were born, you have been pawned to the hands of society and the media which greatly influences us today. Some people are lucky, timing is right, born into something good, almost no bad influences, a good judge of morality etc. Its all built into your head, by the time you're older, those influences will be second nature.

My opinion is that there is no wrong nor there is a right. Its just public opinion and we belong to the majority. You can take a kid brought up with bad friends, junkies for parents etc and compare em to those high class well brought up kids. Both will have very different views on whats wrong and right. The one with a bad background will think what the "kid with a good background"'s morals are wrong and vice versa.

Well I'm just brainstorming and thinking here. And thats my opinion and I have every right to free speech so suck it! =p

Well looks like my head's done in. Way too tired now,
Ciao