Um... yeah, well i heard this song in some movie which was pretty cool, it was this ending song, it got me thinking where or what does everything i do go to. Its like, what do i do all this for... All the questions about which i think is important. Thinking i should really get a life, living like theres no tomorrow. Live everyday like its your last. Then it dawned on me in order to do those stuff, i gotta have CASH! That's what makes the world spin nowadays, cash, money all those stuff. Its still a good point to make, cash. Not really my thing. Then i start thinking, all those people who don't have the chance to actually do that or even attempt to do that in third world countries while people with the luxuries (like me and most of the people reading my blog) seem to take things like that for granted. Here's my epiphany (guys, just look it up in some online dictionary), there will be AT LEAST one guy in every school or class, just throwin away his opportunities in attempting that life by starting from making money. He/She doesnt care what will happen to him/her in the future, all that person can think of now is just having fun. I mean theres no harm in having fun but one will also have to squeeze in a little work. Thats why you see people out on the streets, all of them if im certain, are there due to ignorance. Example, some drug addict, he/she takes whatever crap they take without knowing what it will do to them other than the fact its gonna get them "high" in its slang, which meanin that the brain releases a certain liquid which calms the person down and also having some funny stuff happen like hallucination. Unknown to the fact of the long term effects and inconvenience it will cause them. Instead of going to rehab, they continue doing it. One day, they can't have enough of the drugs which will cause them to overspend thus making them bankrupt. Or cigarettes , it is probably the worst thing ever to use to calm ones nerves. Kids nowadays puff cigarettes because they think it is "cool" without knowing the substances inside it. I asked an underaged smoker "Why do you smoke?", the answers are, because its cool. There are more than 600 harmful substances in that small stick which shortens a persons life! How the fuck is that cool?!? See, ignorance these days. In my opinion, kids should be educated at a younger age about the dangers of smoking and drugs and all those stuff thats bad for you. These things shorten your life which brings me back to the "live every day like your living your last". Whoever said that must be frickin smart. So i have been thinking of how to actualy enjoy life as it is. Crappy country, crappy schools, not so crappy friends, ignorant bastards everywhere. Knowledge weirdly is power. If not for knowledge, we will be living in trees flinging crap at each other. Without knowledge, we will be reduced to a society worse than the animal kingdom, survival of the fittest. Well, this is a short insight to my mind which i will add more or think of more in the future. I dont't really look like the person that could write or talk like this but well... i bring it out when i have to. So, out of my head and into the stuff thats going on in my life. Karens birthday is today, 18th birthday, grats!!!! So im gonna go out later to buy a card and also send some money to my good ol' uncle in the Philippines. Its now 5.19am so i figure im gonna tuck in after i finish the spell check. I need a lil sleep, maybe 5 hours or so.
Cya guys, good morrow.

Well, i did change the skin, think its pretty cool. So, its the summer holidays now, so much for that, still kinda cold. Miss Singapore and Malaysia cos it pretty much rocks there. Exams finished a day ago and well it made me feel better. Bad part is that i cannot go back home to visit. My head is practically on shut down cos its after the exams. Sooooo..... LOL, watchin tv, relaxing n all. Hate doing stuff. So this summer, my plan might be find a job or something. Its for next year if im gonna visit. Its gonne be pretty fun with cash there. Cos stuff are cheaper. Im too lazy to write more for now. Too busy playing ^^

Cya dudes...