Well, i really have nothing to do but blog, Limewire is still downloading a movie so everyhting is pretty laggy... Only some stuff to watch on tv and im just too lazy to go out cos im pretty broke. Last two weeks didnt do anything much other than play the computer all day. Was pretty sick yesterday and i want to go out but can't... Crappy... I know... uhm... I really have nothing much to say, LOL. Everytime when im bored at night nth better to do i just think of what to say in my blog the next day, when i go infront of the computer i play or do something else then i dont do anything at all or when im writing my post ( like this one) I just go blank. Dunno what to say, maybe only on rare (very rare) occasions i know exactly what to say but i just "Go With the Flow" if u get what i mean... Like write the first thing that pops into my head. Well, reason i dont wanna go out is that its just pretty boring seeing the same thing everyday, nothing new. Growing up in a city has an impact to ur brain (thats from my point of view). Everyhting is so big and tall, there will be always something new and stuff ya know... Now being in Ireland is o.k in a way but staying here for quite a long time has an impact on me, small citys, shops, the rare big malls and thats all. The next day you just do it all over again. Same thing, nothing new... I want to be in a city, like Singapore, Orchard Road. Bright lights, lots of people, good atmosphere, busy people, skateboarding, buskers and stuff. You don't see that here, very dull, grafiti everywhere, small buildings, uncool guys... You know they pick a fight with you, u whack em good, they cry or lose, they blame you! Asian power!!! Thats why, too lazy to get into fights unless i have a gang or something. It just gets old, u have this flirtacious girls texting ur phone or calling up (dunno who the fuck gave them my number) and every bullshit call or text like that starts with "hey sexy"... Yeah, even the most ugliest bastard gets those shits... And the girls that send those are fugly, fugly whores (how do i know? I so called know one... well a friend of a friend...). Those get really annoying. And the fashion here, im not gay or anything but i do appreciate good clothes for both sex... They wear tracksuits out, who the fuck wears tracksuits out? They think its all cool wearing tracksuits and all... Then, they smoke... They smoke thinking theyr all cool saying "I smoke" thinking theyr all big and stuff. Thats the same with drugs too. They don't take drugs but they like to lie that they do thinking it makes them look cool. They smoke unaware of the shit in that piece of cigarette. Dude treasure every single fucking minute will ya? Anyone could die anytime, anywhere any place. You won't know, death cannot wait, and you cannot delay death either. When it comes, it comes and you cannot do nothing about it so treasure every fuckin minute. So its pretty hard to get a girl in this place. When you walk around town, u see this girl, looks nice from the back, she turns behind her face is fucked up with make up, and in her mouth, her teeth, looks like a battle of epic proportions with her teeth... Thats why it just gets lame from time to time... Just sit there, workout for a while, go on the computer, study and the next day do it all over again. Well, i'm gonna sign out now so, ciao!!!