START -->Dan Jabbar's Profile ![]() Create Your Badge Well I know what I've been told U gotta know just when to fold, But I can’t do this all on my own No I know, I’m no superman I’m no superman PROFILE Not simple but neither am I the wiser. I'm a hugger, everyone knows I am. Just 'that other foreigner' in Europe trying to find his way somehow, picking up a few things along the way. I love my peeps, I really do, I've been there for them, they've been there for me. I live by simple 'Eye for an Eye' rules. I'll do unto thou what thouest doeth unto me. A futile attempt at Shakespeare but worth a try. Blogging is a past time like any other, I'm an avid gamer but I try to balance it out with a fairly active social life. TWITTER Music
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
LOL!!! Oh well, good and bad day today, some ppl might know. If u wanna know ask me. But u gotta have special privelleges, U GOTTA BE MY SIS OR SUMTIN.=p.Well, started the day with some rally about healthcare in Ireland so there were many people rallied at the GPO post office or sumtin.Then during the speech kinda got bored and just went off and anyway was meeting Aldo/Ardit near Jervis so i waited there. He was kinda late.No no, let me correct that, REALLY LATE!!! So while waitin just leaned on some railings and acted cool and checking out any hot chick that might happen to pass by. Then some group of girls went by then they stopped, i tried to not make eye contact but some of them was lookin at me then heard one say "Should we tell him?". Then in my mind i went like, "OH GOD!! RUUUUN!!!!" Too late, they said hi, so i act friendly say hi too.Heres the whole conversation. Girl:Hi Me:Hiya Girl:Hey my friend likes you so she was wonderin if she could have your number. Me:Umm, i really cant give her my number. Problem is, i already have a girl and im meetin her here. Girl: Oh so you already have a girl.(Then the others went "ooooooohhhh"=.=") Me:Yeah, im sorry bout that. Girl:Its cool.(Then she told the girl that wanted my number.) Whats your name? Me: Me? Oh yeah duh, me, im Dan. Girl:Wha? Dam? Me: No no, Dan=.= Girl:Oh alright then, cya. LOL!!!! Well, theres oneXD... Then Aldo came, we walked around and i asked him to bring his girl along with some friends. We walked around talking about "guys stuff" and checking out girls while waiting for his girl and her friends to come. Ah yes, the sad part, hid girl texted him that she wanna break up with him, poor dude, he begged hoping that would changed her mind but she just didnt text back. Awwwww. Sad sad. So we went around town talking and me trying to keep his mind of her.Then we went to Quirky's(some arcade) for the second time, this time, finding a Lucozade(An energy drink something like gatorade for ppl in Singapore/Malaysia) stuck in the vending machine.So we thought if we bought another from the same row as the stuck bottle of Lucozade, it might drop and well get two the other for free, but no avail as both got stuck. Then we told the manager that we paid for 2 Lucozade bottles thinkin he would believe us and he did!!!! He shook the vending machine like hell and 3 bottles came down. He kept one for himself, lol!! Seriously, he did. LOL!!! thats 2 bottles for 2 euro. cos 1 bottle is 2 euro so we got 1 for 1 euro ea!! LOL!!! Then when we went back to the main part of town, some girls were like, "Can u gimme a hug?!?!" Then aldo was like "YEAH SURE!!". Dang she was hot, no need to ask ppl, Duhhhh.... Yeah, she was hot. Then i said "HEy i want one too!!" And yeah i got one, lol!!! Cool eh, met his sister too, his sister was hanging out with some Lithuanian girl that caught is eye so he asked his for her number. LOL!!! SHE WAS 16!!!!! O well, then he went on and annoyed his sis cos he kinda enjoyed it. Then we talked and talked a lot and walked all the way to my bus stop. Then his mom called so gtg, aww. Well, that was abt it so G.night dudes. i tried to fly; 12:25 PM Monday, October 16, 2006
Started of the day with a sleepy start, didnt sleep cos was playin Runescape all night. Stopped playin at abt 6.00am so i can fake sleep for 30 mins b4 my parents wake up. While lying down, I kept on Pinching and slappin myself trying to keep myself awake. Then, the sleepyness kicked in, slept for abt 45 mins till my dad woke me up. Wow, didnt know i was that sleepy eh? Then i was sooo reluctant to get up, kept lying in bed closing my eyes and whenever i hear my dad coming, i act as if im waking up then when hes gone i just drop back into the soft comfort of my bed, ahhh..... But after doin that a few times, i was like, oh well, screw it, go to school then sleep later. Went to school with a really sleepy face and i slept during Irish class. LOL. NVM, i dont take irish so its a free 40 minute period for me. Then school ended and stuff, went home and just lay down on the bed letting my mind just wander around. Then thought about some stuff till it came to girls. I badly need some girl to hang out with as friends or be more than friends but, the girls i hang out with are older than me and some are just FUCKIN PERFECT but shes way older than me. Kinda bummed out about that. Thinkin about it just makes me feel kinda lonely here, at least over there i got lotsa sistas that are fun to hang out with but here, only 1 i consider as sis and she aknowledges it too. I go to an all boys school, waddya expect? Thinkin of changin to a mixed school where theres girls there and can make school time seem shorter so i can stare at them or admire their beauty while im bored. Thats what i did in p5, p6 anyway. You know when a guy holds a girl in his arms, he just has so many different emotions and sensations rushing throughout his body and in his mind thinking:"Man, this is MY girl! She is mine to take care off and i will do whatever it takes to keep her safe and happy!" and more things which i cant think of right now. But thats what goes through my mind when im holding a girl in my arms if shes more than my friend. I used to get that feeling a lot back home as i got someone special there but here, nth, cant get that feel anymore, no sense of loving someone or really caring for them, no more text messages every single minute and u will reply to her no matter what even ur hand phone is low on credit ull use ur house phone to call her, no more long calls and chats that would go deep into the night, theres no more of those things. Now i just cant stand this place anymore, so many girls that may look hot but on the inside shes no more shallower than my bath-tub. They dress too complicatedly and stuff, what im thinking is a nice simple hot girl that has good morals and doesnt smoke, drink, or have any other bad habits. Those girls are hard to come by here. Example, i saw one in a food store that day, thot she was alone, so i purpousely walked to and fro the isle just to catch a glimpse of her face. when i finally decided i would ask her out, her parens appeared out of nowhere and i just pretended to look inerested at something which is near her. Bummer, her parents were there. Man i miss home so much. Every single day id think abt what to do on the first day i visit there, thinkin abt it makes me yearn for it more and makes the days seem so long. Other than the rare parties every once a month or once in two months, nth else was more interestin. I just go to town alone lookin at stuff(usually games) or looking at girls that happen to pass by. Every now and then i see one really cute couple hand in hand talkin to each other leaving a tinge of jealousy in me, jealousy is a sin rite? i guess it is, O'Lord forgive me. This little voice within me says, why cant i have something like that to treasure? So i just sit there drinkin some cold coffee walking around with nth much to do. Maybe eventually invitin some dudes to join me. What can i do in this oh so boring place. Ive been to town, seen almost every shop, what else is there? Theres no small town with flashy lights like Orchard Road in Singapore, no cool shopping centres every few kilometres except for small shops, and thats abt it. So now i just lie down thinkin of stuff yet agn and decided to blog all these down, i feel like i have been hit by a mild sedative, gettin sleepier and sleepier as time passes, did all my homework in school already so im literaly free. Just cant wait till Halloween holidays. Days of resting. Or maybe if i feel a bit childish then i might go trick or treatin with some of the little dudes takin care of em and gettin some candy for the sweet tooth in me ^^.Im thinkin of adding more but maybe not, kinda sleepy already, gotta pack my bags and stuff for school tomorrow. Maybe ill add more in another post tomorrow.Oh well, kinda gtg.Bye dude, sistas, friends, LOVE YA Dan i tried to fly; 12:32 PM Friday, October 13, 2006
Ah yes, the weekends. Everyday goin to school just waitin for the next weekend to come or muttering: "Damn i need a holiday" every few seconds while the same words keep banging in my mind like "HELL YEAH!!! HOLIDAY!!! HOLIDAY!!! U NEEEEED ONE!!!" all day long till the weekends which mostly consists of relaxing, slacking, lazing around, hanging with friends in town or just playin the com. Well, waddya expect for 2 and 1/3 days... Seem to keep humming or sometimes singing McFlys's song "Its All About You" for almost the whole day and i hear myself singing: "its all abt youuu.." every few seconds or few minutes or so. This morning woke up and realised its Friday the 13th, then i was like "oh shit, bad luck day". But turned out to be not bad. If u count out the fun ruining geography teacher givin homework and the english teacher, everythin else went fine. Strange for a day thats suppose to mean bad luck for years eh? Now thinkin if me and my gidsistas could meet back agn in republic poly or not, cos, here, its 5-6 years of Secondary education(I think u would do 6 if ur dumb) not like singapore 4-5 years(5 years if agn, ur dumb). So i need to study hard to skip to secondary 2. But studyin in Drimnagh Castle for a month, i realised that i should have gotten a test to see what year i go into. I think i should be in the 3rd year cos the stuff in almost all the books are the same shit I did in Primary school back in Singapore. And we covered like, all the chapters of the book and in a shorter time too. Well, not all the chapters but just most of it till theres like 100+ more pages left, but of course we dont use the same lame book I use here in Ireland, we use some different book which is more interesting and easier to help u understand stuff. like coverin biology, that thing where we did with the potato and iodine, that was when i was 9!!! And if i had studied here all my life with that crappy book, i dont think i would get that experiment if not for tho oh so great singaporean way of teaching. Its much more fun. And the school, bad bad lame school. The librarys sooo fuckin small that the size of it is abt the average size of my classroom in singapore and the books are from the 1950s!! Seriously, it was printed in the books when it was published. Imagin that, the 1950s. Next, the classroom, its just too fuckin small with only abt 25 ppl in it, while we have 40 people per class and theres still lotsa lotsa room to walk around and play and stuff. 25 people and it looks a little cramped. If u wanna throw rubbish in the bin u gotta ask the teacher=.=" Do we really have to do that? Geez and the computer labs too, oh god, the computers they use are good but the lab doesnt really look 21st century u know. Unlike again my beloved singapore, MSL 1M3(My school, marsiling secondary school but MSL for short), use Really cool computers equiped with Flat screen LCDs and we have that in 4 or 5 labs to contain aabout 45-50 people per lab, and there are 2 Apple Macintosh labs also with the latest software and may i tell u that mac computers arent cheap to buy. Dang i thought that oh Ireland, some cool rich place with cool big schools. Oh fuck that, Singapore is and island fuckin smaller than Ireland yet we still have schools of average size bigger than the "elite" schools here. And an average school in Singapore has a Shooting range, basketball court, one biiig field, a hall(for plays, performances and etc.), a parade square(to practice foot drills for the police trainin thingy) and a nice big food hall. And thats average, AVERAGE!!! Now its autumn so the weathers so fuckin cold making me feel lazy to go to school everytime i wake up for school. I just wanna stay in bed and keep myself warm till im satisfied.In my school, we have a bsaketball court that has been in construction for abt 5 years(romours said so) and its still not done, how fucking slow can they be? Thats right, schools here are cheap. Unless u wanna go for college or university here then yeah, the stuff is kinda cool(emphasis on the kinda). Ive heard of DCU(Dublin City University), people talkin abt it like its so good and so big, then i ave the impression of a really really big place with cool shiny new buildings, big field, stadium, a big park in it. But when i went there, i was like WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!!! U know its like those ild buildings in malaysia where its kinda blackish due to its oldness, yeah, like that, but a wee bit more blacker. And it wasnt as big as i thought. It was the size of my old secondary school!!! LOL!!! The science lab in my school is kinda bull too, everything they use are budget computers that are just crap by my standards as i am a 1/5 nerd and stuff. U know i was in the supposedly second best class, 1.2. but i dont think so, during science i heard someone actually ask what is a thermometer. Then the bad voice at the back of my head kept screamin:" HEY U FUCKIN DUMBASS!! ARE U THAT FUCKING DUMB??!!!" lol, yeah, he said that. Oh well, kinda tired, wanna sleep or maybe not, anyway, leave a tag ok... i tried to fly; 1:48 PM |